BRETON MACNEIL

21st April 2012

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I’m sorry.

Ok so, I got a hair cut today. Then later I was going to take my mountain bike to gravity sports to see what they would give me for it. On my way there Dakota and I saw my girlfriend and her best friend she didn’t really talk to me she kept walking on the other side of her best friend so later I called her and asked her why she wouldn’t talk to me there has to be a reason she wouldn’t tell me so I asked a few times. What I didn’t realize was I was acting like a total dick I understand that now but she also doesn’t understand that shes really the only person I’ve wanted to talk to all day and when she was ignoring me it made me feel like shit I just wanted a reason why and then she texted me “Im fucking done, ..” I didn’t know if she meant she was done with our relationship or what I just kind of left and went to the park almost crying and yea but Tiana i love you, im sorry.

16th April 2012

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hmm… I don’t know why but on days that it rains or its kinda cold and it snows a bit and there is nothing do I end up in a awkward mood. Mainly days that it rains but today was one of those days. I’ve been in the most awkward mood all day like I don’t want to do anything, I don’t want to bike (which is my favorite thing to do), play xbox, nothing. The only thing I actually wanted to do was go see Tiana and just cuddle and watch some movies. I took her to the hunger games yesterday. She cried when the one girl died because she thought it was really sad because of how young she was. She was covering her face with her hoodie while she was crying cause she was embarrassed. We just kinda sat there and held hands and she was like grabing my arm and wouldnt let go. All i could think of today was sitting there holding hands. I called her earlier and we talked for awhile and I said we should have a harry potter marathon on like may long weekend and just watch all of them and just cuddle and she should stay over and we can just cuddle and fall asleep and I really hope she can. I always just kinda have a smile on my face whenever I see her. I actually really like her. Also there has been alot of shit going on with my family cause my sister moved out and her boyfriend and my mom got in a fight and Tianas brother and my sisters boyfriend are bestfriends so theres really no getting away from it for me and i geuss my sisters boyfriend got charged for sending death threats or something. I wish i could get away from it for a day atleast. When i’m with Tiana i just kinda forget about it all and i’m not allowed to go to Tianas because my mom doesn’t want me near her brother even though hes never home so I cant really see her which sucks. Well, goodnight.